Focused Work
After committing to Dr Williams program, I began the process itself. I adhered rigorously tio his dietary program and I began “working out”, doing the specified exercises in the proscribed manner. Actually, as time went on, I even did the physical side of the chores without even paying much attention. I certainly had no idea of what to expect and my real expectations were quite low, in fact. I had been disappointed before.
The dietary changes induced certain subtle mental and psychological changes which were pretty cool. I mean, in spite of my comments above relating to a steady spirit of non-expectation, that is not all true. I had developed some optimism about it all, hoping and hoping this would work out for the better.
What I actually found was, somehow, with my commitment, there came a new energy. I became a bit more focused, of course, having these new regimes of eating and physical exercise, but I also experienced some new sort of spirit in my sex drive. More curiosity, I thought at the time, and a more open approach somehow. I got erections a bit more often than before and I paused to enjoy them more. Having a hard on became something like it once was, a flush of desire coursing through me, complete with a very hard little penis. I was enjoying it, frankly.
My wife was too, it turns out. Almost without my realizing it, we made love more often. What I did not realize was that she was thrilled and genuinely pleased that I was once again thinking about something positive instead of moodily pursuing my increasing concern over what Nature gave me, or did not. Things were looking up.
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